The girl is me

19th of August of 1988, the talented girl was born.

This is the last day before she is 20 years old.

A little upset, a little disappointed, a little desperate.

20 years old means she needs to think more about her life.
20 years old means she has to decided her future destiny.
20 years old means she should grow up and face the world.
20 years old means she can't pretend as an idot and don't care everything any more!

Can she still be CRAZY at her 20 something?!

I admit it is her,herself, who are refusing to grow up.Because she believes when people become old, life won't be simple anymore. If you don't believe her, just think about the boy or girl you fell in love with when you are a child. Maybe she/he is not good-looking, maybe she/he is not rich. But when love beckons you, you will just follow it. That is called simple. Then, look at yourself now,can you answer my question "Are You Simple" without any doubts?!

She met the boy when she was 13 years old. she doesn't treat it as love anyway, and she doesn't call him "boy friend".They do not even have a kiss.But they do like each other.

The girl's house is not far from school, but he insisted on seeing her home everyday. Then the most beautuful time of a day was the moment they went back home together hand in hand while riding their bicycles. If there weren't many people in the road, they would sing loudly.
See, life is that crazy at that time!

Every day a girl could receive a sweet or chocolate from him. Everyday there was a note sent together with the sweet or chocolate would be read by the girl. Then everyday the girl woke up with a little question mark in her mind: what would he write on his notes today? Untill now the girl is still used to bring some sweets along.
Hehe, life is that sweet at that time~~

They did have bad times,although she is not the kind of girl who never allows her boyfriend talks to other girls.That time she really got angry. she was completely been ignored! So she decided to stop talking to him anymore. The little poor boy totally didn't know what to do. So he madly wrote her name all on his shirt and shoes.Then she laughed.laughed happily! What a stupid boy...hehe. Really a pretty moment when she saw her name everywhere on his shoes.The expensive white Nike shoes!
Wow, life is so unpredictable at that time!

Do you pursuing that kind of simple life? Maybe you don't,but she does. She is still looking for someone who holds the simple faith "he likes her" and wish to do all the stupid things to love her. But she also knows that the older she is the less possibility will she have to find the guy.

Isn't it a little sad?

Simple,it's just too simple to find. Maybe she has already given up...

She never met the boy after graduated from her junior school.
7 years, she has already forgot the face of him.
But the moment they shared she would never forget.

Anyway, whatever comes around and goes around will just be a part of life...hehe

Be brave girl!

By the way, She lost her best present for her 20 year's birthday--The chance to attend the International Varsity Dabate Competition.
What a pity!
But her heros are still the best in her heart!! she will love them forever!

She miss her home, her family and her friends!